I know I am in a quagmire.
Cannot focus can barely move, tears are constantly at the edge of my eyes.
Winter is not kind to the lonely.
I battle to keep the frigid air from freezing my heart, and overwhelming my sense of survival
I try breathing exercises, meditation, and journaling. They prove to be short-lived distractions. What to do what to do.
I move my hand to the back of my furry friend and try to absorb her positive innocent energy.￼
I will keep trying. I will remember to eat, and I will try to move more. Although I don’t know why I bother. Maybe I’m not supposed to know why, I’m just supposed to try.
One thought on “Struggling”
I can feel your pain
I can feel your heartache
You are meant to try
This trial not nearly as tough as some
Just a nuisance of a test
Lasting only days
Your chest hurts because your heart is so big and you have so much to give
And only unlimited time to give it
I will see you soon💗
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